So, my dad, my best friend, passed away two weeks ago today. I thought I would end both of my blogs and start new with another one, but I realized dad wouldn't have wanted that. He would want me to be happy and keep going. He only wanted the best for me. The only person in this world who loved me no matter what and would never have stopped.
I feel like someone has handed me someone elses life to live. Like this really isn't my life. But I guess it is. And if it is, I'm not sure how to live it. Before I had everything figured out - how my life would be, where I would go, where I would stay. And now everything is so confusing. It is like I'm starting all over.
Everyone keeps telling me I'll be able to do it and I'm sure I will, too. I just hope, Dad, that you are out there watching me every day and guiding me through it all. I will never stop needing you. I love you Dad.
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