So, my dad, my best friend, passed away two weeks ago today. I thought I would end both of my blogs and start new with another one, but I realized dad wouldn't have wanted that. He would want me to be happy and keep going. He only wanted the best for me. The only person in this world who loved me no matter what and would never have stopped.
I feel like someone has handed me someone elses life to live. Like this really isn't my life. But I guess it is. And if it is, I'm not sure how to live it. Before I had everything figured out - how my life would be, where I would go, where I would stay. And now everything is so confusing. It is like I'm starting all over.
Everyone keeps telling me I'll be able to do it and I'm sure I will, too. I just hope, Dad, that you are out there watching me every day and guiding me through it all. I will never stop needing you. I love you Dad.
Monday, January 30, 2012
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
New Year's Resolutions
Okay, so it's that time of year when we all make resolutions. I did the standard 'I'm going to lose the weight this year that I couldn't last year and, well, the year before that.' Thought about being more charitable, being more patient, staying more committed to finishing a project. Those are all great. But honestly, I really don't have a resolution this year. I guess to really experience life is what I want to promise myself. Take that big leap of faith and see where it takes me. I'm not sure where I will be but the journey is the adventure, right? Not the destination. I'm very much looking forward to 2012. I'll be able to look back in 2013 and every year thereafter and say to myself 'that was one hell of a year"
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